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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Dec 7, 2007 22:00:11 GMT -5
Shane grabbed her arm again. "Carmen! I said no because i didnt want to hurt you.." Shane said as she pulled her back around to face her. I fucked up..but I love you.." Shane said as she looked at Carmen with a truely sorry face. She couldnt actually remember bringing Thorn home.
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 7, 2007 22:10:43 GMT -5
"Thats what you said last time and you still did it again" she muttered, all anger draining from her voice. She just wanted to hug her but she wasn't going to let herself be treated like this time and again. "You didn't want to hurt me? Well you should have thought about that before bringing one of your little friend home" she pulled her arm away again and just stood watching her.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Dec 7, 2007 22:14:30 GMT -5
Shane felt herself fall in the inside. "Carm...i said i was sorry..i was drunk and i cant even remember doing it.." Shane said as she just stood there, knowing she didnt deserve to touch Carmen anymore. She hurt her..again. And Shane hated herself for it.
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 7, 2007 22:19:55 GMT -5
"Just...just go okay Shane" Carmen said, knowing she'd rather have her stay but she couldn't have Shane, not if she would continue to be like this. "I just want to be left alone" She turned her back to Shane again and knelt down to take something from under her bed.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Dec 7, 2007 22:21:47 GMT -5
Shane took a step back and walked out of the room, stopping once then facing Carmen. "Im sorry.." Shane said meaning every word of it. She never spoke in this tone, but she did now..she wanted to show Carmen just how sorry she was.
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 7, 2007 22:26:07 GMT -5
Carmen paused when Shane said she was sorry and knew she meant every word of it. I know Shane she thought, but couldn't bring herself to say it. Shane may have been sorry but she'd still gone out and got drunk when she knew what it did to her. She just sat there on her knees with her back to Shane and waited for her to go.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Dec 7, 2007 22:29:47 GMT -5
Shane looked at Carmen once more and felt a tear settle on her cheek. She let out one small whimper, which she knew Carmen could here then she turned on her heel. She walked out of the room, softly shutting the door behind her. She stood outside the door and gripped her hair. Her face turned to one with pain and sadness on it.
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Post by Thorn Asriel on Dec 7, 2007 22:34:46 GMT -5
Thorn came out of the bedroom buttoning up one of Shane's shirts, since they had apparently ripped her own. After fixing the collar she lookedd up and saw the look on Shane's face. She felt her stomach knot for a moment and the urge to go comfort her best friend but knew that their friendship had probably vanished the moment they woke up. She must really hate me she thought, lowering her head and heading towards the door.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Dec 7, 2007 22:39:05 GMT -5
Shane looked up and saw Thorn. She hated herself for dragging Thorn into her fucked up life. She walked over to Thorn. "Im sorry..but you should go.." Shane said as she opened the door. "But can we still be friends?" Shane asked not looking at Thorn.
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Post by Thorn Asriel on Dec 7, 2007 22:43:57 GMT -5
Thorn paused, her hand already on the door knob. "You still want to be around me?" she asked, glancing over at her. She hadn't expected that, if Shane still wanted to be with Carmen she doubted she'd want the girl she'd just slept with hanging around. "I'm really sorry about last night Shane, I can't remember much but really I shouldn't have drank anything" she mumbled.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Dec 7, 2007 22:46:31 GMT -5
"Yes..we are friends..nothing has changed" Shane said not giving Thorn a gaze. Shane knew that Thorn didnt mean any wrong, and Shane knew that she had hit on Thorn in the first place. "It was my fault..i drunk way to much.."
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Post by Thorn Asriel on Dec 7, 2007 22:51:38 GMT -5
"Well then I should have stopped you, I said I'd stop you doing anything and instead I caused it" she muttered, still watching Shane, noticing how she wouldn't look up. Why had she let this happen? For a moment she wondered if she'd done just that, let it happen because she'd wanted it to. She knew how Shane was when they were drunk, they'd come pretty close to doing this a few times before, why hadn't she just refused. No no, I did not want her she thought, shaking her head a little at the thought. It wasn't possible, it just couldn't be.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Dec 7, 2007 22:59:23 GMT -5
Shane still didnt look up. "Thorn i think you should go..." Shane said as she gripped her own arm softly. She didnt know what to do. She had fucked everything up and now she fet bad for making Thorn feel this way.
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Post by Thorn Asriel on Dec 7, 2007 23:05:35 GMT -5
"I know" she said, she would have even if Shane hadn't told her to. "I'll keep my distance for a while, drop me a line when things work out. I'm still using my old number" with this she opened the door and stepped outside.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Dec 7, 2007 23:10:53 GMT -5
Shane nodded and slosed the door behind her. She felt her face contort into pain as she lent against the door. Her fingers ran through her hair as she let her body sink to the floor. She put her knees up to her chest and put her forehead on her knees and cried.
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