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Jan 18, 2008 0:09:22 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 18, 2008 0:09:22 GMT -5
She noticed the movement in the bed as she pulled the underwear up her thighs. When she had finished getting dressed she looked at Carmen and tossed her hair away, little beads of water flicked around the room, but not very many. She looked at Carmen and crawled on the bed and layed down next to her. Shane didnt know what to say. Or how to act. She turned her head to face Carmen and looked at her intently. "Hey..." Shane said softly, almost a whisper.
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Jan 18, 2008 0:12:27 GMT -5
Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Jan 18, 2008 0:12:27 GMT -5
Carmen was silent as she continued to stare at the wall. Forcing herself to stop chewing at her lip she slowly turned over in the bed and faced Shane, staring into her eyes. She was obviously nervous and upset and though she tried to hide it she was unable to. "Hey" she whispered back, wrapping her arms around her own stomach.
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Jan 18, 2008 0:17:01 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 18, 2008 0:17:01 GMT -5
Shane looked down and then into Carmens eyes. She stroked the hair on Carmens head softly, only once though. "Im sorry..Im just so fucked up at the moment..and Im sorry" Shane said softly. Just as soft as the stroke of Carmens hair. She looked further into her eyes and just hoped to god that Carmen couldnt smell her purfume or find any marks that Shane hadnt spotted.
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Jan 18, 2008 0:23:36 GMT -5
Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Jan 18, 2008 0:23:36 GMT -5
In the dark room Carmen did not notice the marks left by Cherie, most of her attention was fixed on Shane's eyes anyway. Her own eyes closed at Shane's touch and her head tilted back slightly, a natural reaction. "What did I do?" she asked quietly, hands still wrapped around her own stomach.
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Jan 18, 2008 0:37:47 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 18, 2008 0:37:47 GMT -5
Shane looked into her eyes and her hand fell to the pillow that she was resting her head on. "Nothing..Baby you did nothing..I told you Its me.." Shane said softly as she swallowed the lump in her throut as she rolled onto her back and her hand rested on her own stomach, that had a scratch mark on it. She looked up at the ceiling and took in a deep breath.
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Jan 18, 2008 0:41:52 GMT -5
Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Jan 18, 2008 0:41:52 GMT -5
Carmen continued to watch Shane even when she looked away. "Can I touch you now?" she asked, since Shane had been playing with her hair only moments before. She brushed her fingers over the top of Shane's arm before putting her arms back around herself.
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Jan 18, 2008 0:47:01 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 18, 2008 0:47:01 GMT -5
Shane was tired. She had been worn out and she didnt think she could go again. She closed her eyes and then opened them again. "Im tired..I went for a swim and im tired.." Shane said softly, not tilting her head to face Carmen. She continued to look up at the ceiling and her breath was making her chest rise up and down. There were scratches on her, but they would fade by the morning.
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Jan 18, 2008 0:49:02 GMT -5
Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Jan 18, 2008 0:49:02 GMT -5
Carmen nodded a little, she hadn't expected anything to happen but being too scared to even touch her girlfriend was not something she wanted to sleep on. "Okay" she said quietly, turning over to face away from Shane again. "goodnight then" she whispered.
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Jan 18, 2008 0:52:09 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 18, 2008 0:52:09 GMT -5
She looked back at Carmen and couldnt help herself. She rolled onto her side and cautionly wrapped her arms around Carmen. Her slightly damp skin making her skin hot. She placed a very soft kiss on Carmens shoulder and she closed her eyes. "Goodnight" Shane whispered in reply as she just held Carmen not really knowing what else to do. She had fucked up again..But she could never break it to Carmen.
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Jan 18, 2008 0:54:23 GMT -5
Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Jan 18, 2008 0:54:23 GMT -5
Carmen could not help but to relax as she felt her body against Shane's. Something might be happening but just the feel of her there helped to calm Carmen. She allowed her eyes to close as Shane kissed her. "I love you" she whispered.
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Jan 18, 2008 1:02:28 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 18, 2008 1:02:28 GMT -5
Shane cringed slightly as she placed another kiss on Carmens shoulder. "I love you too" Shane whispered softly. Her body was weak and her eyes were heavy as she closed them and let sleep take her away. She pulled Carmen closer to her and rested her head on Carmens shoudler. She couldnt believe she had done that to Carmen again. Maybe she couldnt be trusted?
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Jan 18, 2008 1:08:01 GMT -5
Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Jan 18, 2008 1:08:01 GMT -5
Carmen felt Shane's breathing slow as she fell asleep and though she herself was tired she seemed unable to sleep. Instead she lay with her eyes closed and listened to Shane's heart beating, enjoying the feel of Shane's body against her own.
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Jan 18, 2008 1:09:38 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 18, 2008 1:09:38 GMT -5
((do you want to skip to the morning?))
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Jan 18, 2008 1:16:54 GMT -5
Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Jan 18, 2008 1:16:54 GMT -5
((*nod nod*))
Being the last to fall asleep Carmen was still the first awake and though a lot of the time she laid waiting for Shane to wait today she did not. She needed to think. Slowly pulling free of Shane she left the bedroom and went through to their bathroom, closing the door so the sound of running water would be muffled. Usually Carmen would take a shower but today she ran the bath instead and climbed in, taking a deep breath before ducking under the surface of the water.
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Jan 18, 2008 1:23:52 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 18, 2008 1:23:52 GMT -5
The weight leaving the bed and breaking out of Shanes embrace, woke Shane out of her sleep. She opened her eyes to see Carmen leave and she bit her lip. Shane took in a deep breath and rolled her shoulder. She was sore. She got out of bed and looked into the mirror, looking for any marks, She could only see one. A single scratch on her lower back. But that was ok. She looked around the room and she heard water. She grabbed her clothes for today and walked into the bathroom. She shut and locked the door behind her and smiled one towards Carmen and started to brush her teeth.
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