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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 22, 2007 5:47:06 GMT -5
Carmen heard the noise in Shane's room and her stomach twisted, she must have heard them. "Shane I.." Carmen drifted off as she saw Shane laid on the floor. She ran over and knelt down next to her "Shane don't move, are you okay?" she asked.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Dec 22, 2007 5:49:31 GMT -5
Shane looked up at Carmen and moved away from her. She struggled but managed to push herself up. "Im fine" Shane said harshly as she fel her arms go weak, but still tried to lift herself up.
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 22, 2007 5:51:20 GMT -5
"Shane stop it, you're going to hurt yourself" Carmen said, chewing her lip nervously. She knew Shane had heard something, she could tell just by the look Shane gave her.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Dec 22, 2007 5:53:16 GMT -5
"Like you care how i feel!" Shane said trying to raise her voice, but it came out cracked and raspy. Her body was weak, thinner then before too. She managed to sit up and leaned against the bed, not looking at Carmen. Couldnt look at her.
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 22, 2007 5:55:38 GMT -5
"Shane baby..please" Carmen said, reaching out slowly, shaking quite a lot and putting her hand on her cheek. "of course I care how you feel" she said quietly.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Dec 22, 2007 5:57:46 GMT -5
Shane raised her hand and slapped Carmens away. "Thats a load of crap!" Shane said as she felt her arms shake slightly as she wrapped them around her knees.
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 22, 2007 5:59:33 GMT -5
Carmen lowered her hand and chewed at her lip so hard it began to bleed. Her eyes watered but she tried to force the tears away. "Shane please I'm sorry, it didn't mean anything I swear" she said "Please" she begged "just believe me"
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Dec 22, 2007 6:03:20 GMT -5
Shane forced her body to stand up, but felt her knees go weak and she fell back to the floor, hitting her body on the hard floor. "fuck.." Shane said as she felt her body break down. Her tears watering with tears. She was so fucking weak.
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 22, 2007 6:04:58 GMT -5
"Shane stop it" Carmen begged, the tears forcing themselves from her eyes. "just let me help you" she said, staring down at her.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Dec 22, 2007 6:06:40 GMT -5
Shane didnt look up at her. She just tried to stand again, this time standing up with ehr weight supported on the bed. "I dont need your fucking help Carmen!" Shane said harshly now, her voice stern. She was shaking though, tears slipping from her eyes.
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 22, 2007 6:09:38 GMT -5
Carmen couldn't help but feel a little angry, why wouldn't Shane just listen to her. Getting to her feet she glared back at Shane. "well then I guess you don't need me at all" she muttered "fuck you Shane" she said, turning and leaving the room.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Dec 22, 2007 6:12:44 GMT -5
Shane watched Carmen go to leave the room and knew that they were stronger than this. She knew they could get through anything. "Wait.." Shane said, stepped foreward, forgetting that she was unstable and she fell again. "I need you.." Shane said softly, raising her body and reaching out a hand to Carmen.
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 22, 2007 6:15:10 GMT -5
Carmen felt Shane's fingers brush her own but didn't turn around, just stood leaning against the door. She rested her head against it and closed her eyes, not able to look around at her. "We only kissed.." she mumbled.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Dec 22, 2007 6:19:00 GMT -5
Shane cringed slightly as she heard it but pulled Carmen down with her. "Just make sure it doesnt happen again" Shane said as she kissed her softly but forcefully on the lips. She loved Carmen, and knew that she had done alot of stuff to Carmen in the past and that for Carmen to slip up..Shane should forgive her. Will forgive her.
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 22, 2007 6:23:47 GMT -5
Carmen kissed Shane back but only for a few seconds before she pulled away and put her arms around her, holding her close though she made sure it wasn't too tight. She had a feeling if this hadn't happened Blair and Shane might actually end up very good friends but now she doubted that would happen. Blair seemed to actually like her and it might not turn out so well if they met.
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