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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 19, 2007 20:44:42 GMT -5
Carmen could tell just how disappointed Blair was and gave a weak apologetic smile even though Blair wasn't looking. "Yeah I guess it does... I'm defaintly a lucky one" she said quietly. What was it that she did? Shane had settled down for her and now this new girl was falling over her. She didn't really understand it.
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Post by Blair Jackson on Dec 19, 2007 20:46:45 GMT -5
"Yeah..But i think that Shane is the lucky one..to have someone like you in her life" Blair said softly as she looked down into her new cup of coffee.
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 19, 2007 20:49:51 GMT -5
"I haven't done her many favours though, now look where she is" she mumbled, hugging her leg close to herself again. She let her eyes close and ran her hand through her hair.
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Post by Blair Jackson on Dec 19, 2007 20:53:41 GMT -5
"You shouldnt blame yourself Carmen" Blair said as she placed a hand on Carmens free hand. "Its not your fault"
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 19, 2007 20:56:37 GMT -5
Carmen opened her eyes again and looked at their hands. She didn't move her hand just closed her eyes again. "You don't know that" she said quietly "you don't even know what happened"
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Post by Blair Jackson on Dec 19, 2007 21:02:17 GMT -5
Blair looked down. " Then tell me..."
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 19, 2007 21:05:01 GMT -5
"I was sick that day and Shane had got me a djing job at this new club that was opening" she started, still resting her head against her knee. "I told her to go out without me and she came back completely out of it. I kicked her off the bed and she hit her head" she mumbled.
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Post by Blair Jackson on Dec 19, 2007 21:14:24 GMT -5
Blair looked into her coffee. "Thats not your fault. You did what your body was telling you to do.." Blair said as she looked up and looked into Carmens eyes.
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 20, 2007 1:38:37 GMT -5
Carmen stared back for at Blair for a few seconds before letting her gaze hit the table yet again. "I shouldn't have let this happened to her" she said quietly.
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Post by Blair Jackson on Dec 20, 2007 1:44:55 GMT -5
Blair just looked back at Carmen, never taking her eyes off her. "You did all you could...She will be fine. Trust me" Blair said as she placed a hand on Carmens hand with a very soft smile.
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 20, 2007 1:47:13 GMT -5
Carmen was silent for a while, she just sat not looking at Blair just staring at the center of the table "and what if she's not?" she asked finally, looking back up at her.
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Post by Blair Jackson on Dec 20, 2007 1:53:53 GMT -5
"She will be" Blair said as she looked into Carmens eyes, her features soft. She didnt quite know if she would be ok. But she had to be strong for Carmen. Help her.
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 20, 2007 1:59:19 GMT -5
Carmen nodded a little though she didn't seem too convinced she stared back at Blair for quite some time before she finally slipped her hand from under Blair's and pushed her chair back a little. "I should probably get going.." she said
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Post by Blair Jackson on Dec 20, 2007 15:56:06 GMT -5
Blair quickly took her hand away and tucked it in her lap. She looked at Carmen and nodded softly, while lowering her head. "Oh...ok" Blair said as she looked down at the table.
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Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Dec 20, 2007 16:00:40 GMT -5
Carmen chewed her lip as she stood up and looked down at Blair. She wasn't trying to be awful but she sure felt it seeing how rejected the other girl looked. She picked a napkin up off the table and searched her pockets for a moment before finds a pen stuffed in with all her spare change. She dropped the napkin down on the table infront of Blair a moment later and put the pen away. "Call me sometime and we'll do this again" she said.
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