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Jan 5, 2008 6:29:46 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 5, 2008 6:29:46 GMT -5
Shane felt herself snap now. She felt a tear run down her cheek. How could Carmen say that to her? Carmen was everything to her. "Im sorry is all i can say.." Shane said as she let another tear fall. What else could she say. There was nothing. Shane felt like scum, and Carmen didnt deserve her. And maybe Shane didnt want her to move on, to be deserving on someone.
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Jan 5, 2008 6:35:41 GMT -5
Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Jan 5, 2008 6:35:41 GMT -5
"I love you Shane, so much, but every time things look like they're going to work it falls apart again" Carmen moved to the couch and sat down her eyes on the floor. There was a shaky intake of breath and a sob as Carmen brushed tears off her face again. She couldn't think about this, she shook her head a little and rubbed her eyes again. "how is Shay?" she asked quietly, curious but also wanting to talk about anything that wasn't them.
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Jan 5, 2008 6:38:28 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 5, 2008 6:38:28 GMT -5
"Carmen i need space, and space doesnt invole us talking.." Shane said very softly as she reached for the door handle again as she went to open it. Shane was different, she was more in control. She knew deep down she didnt deserve Carmen and that Cherie was right. How could she ever be trusted or trust hersef?
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Jan 5, 2008 6:42:17 GMT -5
Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Jan 5, 2008 6:42:17 GMT -5
"Oh" Carmen mumbled, forcing herself back together as she got to her feet. "You and Shay should take the house then, I'll go stay with my.." Carmen froze as she realised what she was saying, she had no family to stay with. "Well I'll just..go, you can have the house back tomorrow" she muttered, going back through to the bedroom before Shane could argue. She closed the door with her foot and went over to her wardrobe.
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Jan 5, 2008 6:47:06 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 5, 2008 6:47:06 GMT -5
Shane felt her body break. She let go of the door and walked back into the bedroom. "No i want you to stay here" Shane said as she looked at Carmen with eyes that couldnt even be read anymore, her face was beaten and her eyes were black. There were a couple fo cuts on her cheek from trying to steal a beer.
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Jan 5, 2008 6:51:30 GMT -5
Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Jan 5, 2008 6:51:30 GMT -5
Carmen froze when she saw Shane and her hand was at her cheek before she even realised. "I.. sorry" she mumbled, knowing the last thing Shane wanted was for her to touch her right now. She stood staring up at her for a few moments but couldn't see anything in eyes, it was like Shane had closed herself off. It wasn't Shane. Carmen looked away, not wanting to see her like this. "You two should stay, it isn't right for Shay to be sleeping... wereever you are sleeping. He needs a home. I can find a place"
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Jan 5, 2008 6:53:25 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 5, 2008 6:53:25 GMT -5
Shane slammed her hand against the door, not hard, just enough. "No i want you to stay" Shane said as she looked down at the ground and then back up at Carmen. She did want her to be safe.
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Jan 5, 2008 6:57:21 GMT -5
Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Jan 5, 2008 6:57:21 GMT -5
Carmen didn't like this Shane and she knew that it was all her fault so she had no right to complain. "Okay" she said quietly, not wanting to upset Shane, she had to admit she was slightly scared of her now, it was more of the look in her eyes than anything. "Just, dont close yourself off from him Shane, I can see it but save this for me, don't be like this near him" she mumbled, though she doubted Shane would even understand her.
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Jan 5, 2008 7:00:04 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 5, 2008 7:00:04 GMT -5
"He is coming to stay with you..While I take care of some stuff ok?" Shane asked as she grabbed her bag again and for a glimmer in a second she showed herself to Carmen, her green sparkling eyes broke free of her closed of ones, but were soon shadowed over again.
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Jan 5, 2008 7:06:10 GMT -5
Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Jan 5, 2008 7:06:10 GMT -5
Carmen smiled just a little as she nodded, both happy to see the old Shane was still there and that she would be able to see Shay again. In their short time together she'd grown to love him. She noticed how eager she was to agree and found it odd after trying to defy her only days before. She just missed her.
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Jan 5, 2008 7:11:03 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 5, 2008 7:11:03 GMT -5
Shane just nodded once and turned and walked out of the bedroom door, picking up her wedding ring which lay on the table. She twirled it around in her fingers. "It amazing how something so little can hurt so much.." Shane said softly.
[[aarrggghh im really tired! ill reply next time im on =] goodnight]
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Jan 5, 2008 7:18:48 GMT -5
Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Jan 5, 2008 7:18:48 GMT -5
Carmen pushed the wardrobe door closed and went slowly over to the bed, sitting down on the edge. She'd never felt so horrible, at least when Shane was in a coma she knew for sure that Shane didn't hate her. Now she wasn't so sure. Trying to push it away she stood up, guessing she better clean up if Shay was coming around. She paused again at the door, she had a gig tonight. I'll have to call Thorn she thought as she left the bedroom, feeling oddly like part of a divorced couple sharing custody of a child.
((Goodnight, have a good sleep. I was thinking that Thorn could be busy and can't take care of Shay so Blair has to and when Carmen comes back her and Blair fall asleep on the sofa talking. Shane finds them the next day and recognises Blair's name from the hospital and jumps to conclusions. Then the next time Shay is at Carmen's Thorn gets Shay to make Carmen go to wax because he forgot his skateboard and Thorn has convinced Chase to shut the place early and she lock them in together over night))
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Jan 5, 2008 18:41:49 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 5, 2008 18:41:49 GMT -5
Shane looked up and walked out of the front door.
[[lol ok ... uumm did you mean Shane and Carmen get locked in over night?]]
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Jan 5, 2008 18:43:34 GMT -5
Post by Carmen de la Pica Morales on Jan 5, 2008 18:43:34 GMT -5
((yeah, like she tells them she isn't going to let them out unless they talk. Because like me she does not think much about these things and just likes to stick people in rooms together )
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Jan 5, 2008 18:49:53 GMT -5
Post by Shane McCutcheon on Jan 5, 2008 18:49:53 GMT -5
((lofl ok ^.^))
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